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The Green Room / Moving to fight off burnout
« on: Jun 08, 2017, 06:06 pm »
Hi folks,
I considered a couple different forums for this topic but, since it covers so much ground, decided that this would be the most likely candidate. Please forgive a bit of a ramble as I simultaneously get some things off my chest and ask for some multi-faceted advice.
For the past 2-1/2 years I have worked pretty much non-stop (27 projects in the last 24 months alone). The past 6-8 months have been dominated by very challenging shows for one reason or another, and the last two have been the actual productions from hell. Due to my own poor decision-making I am now facing severe burnout. It's an identity crisis, really. This is the only thing I want to do with my life, but I also hate it intensely.
SO, my original plan was to go overseas to work (not in theatre) for an extended period. If I don't speak the language, I'll be less likely to get gigs, right? Now that is looking unlikely and probably for the best since, in my present psychological state, a move halfway across the globe feels unbearable. Plan B was to go on a significantly shorter international excursion but, if I'm not working, I can't really afford to do that. Staying Stateside without a job prospect would present similar challenges.
Plan C, which was hatched last night, is to take a long road trip and look for regional work at the end of it. Maybe a mini-vacation and a change of scene would help? So here are my questions if any of you have thoughts on one or more of them:
1) Can anyone speak to their experience as a transient freelancer? Staying in town for a single show or season? Is this possible for a non-union SM? I haven't ruled out AEA, but Seattle is my home base and there aren't a ton of Equity contracts here.
2) I am considering Minneapolis (because it's a hoppin' theatre town with, I believe, a similar vibe to Seattle), DC (because it seems to be a well-kept industry secret), or Miami (because I have contacts there, not so much because I want to go to Florida). Really what I want is a smaller pond than NY or Chicago that is robust enough to support its artists. Does anyone have experience in those markets, particularly job prospects for someone looking to officially break out of fringe work?
3) How have you clawed your way back from a period of burnout? It's pretty devastating to me right now...not to mention frightening. I allowed myself to become so consumed by my work that it feels like if I lose it...I'll lose my identity.
Thanks for letting me go on. Not sure if my desperation came across, but this is causing a great deal of heartache and I appreciate your advice and/or commiseration.
Cheers,
Maren
I considered a couple different forums for this topic but, since it covers so much ground, decided that this would be the most likely candidate. Please forgive a bit of a ramble as I simultaneously get some things off my chest and ask for some multi-faceted advice.
For the past 2-1/2 years I have worked pretty much non-stop (27 projects in the last 24 months alone). The past 6-8 months have been dominated by very challenging shows for one reason or another, and the last two have been the actual productions from hell. Due to my own poor decision-making I am now facing severe burnout. It's an identity crisis, really. This is the only thing I want to do with my life, but I also hate it intensely.
SO, my original plan was to go overseas to work (not in theatre) for an extended period. If I don't speak the language, I'll be less likely to get gigs, right? Now that is looking unlikely and probably for the best since, in my present psychological state, a move halfway across the globe feels unbearable. Plan B was to go on a significantly shorter international excursion but, if I'm not working, I can't really afford to do that. Staying Stateside without a job prospect would present similar challenges.
Plan C, which was hatched last night, is to take a long road trip and look for regional work at the end of it. Maybe a mini-vacation and a change of scene would help? So here are my questions if any of you have thoughts on one or more of them:
1) Can anyone speak to their experience as a transient freelancer? Staying in town for a single show or season? Is this possible for a non-union SM? I haven't ruled out AEA, but Seattle is my home base and there aren't a ton of Equity contracts here.
2) I am considering Minneapolis (because it's a hoppin' theatre town with, I believe, a similar vibe to Seattle), DC (because it seems to be a well-kept industry secret), or Miami (because I have contacts there, not so much because I want to go to Florida). Really what I want is a smaller pond than NY or Chicago that is robust enough to support its artists. Does anyone have experience in those markets, particularly job prospects for someone looking to officially break out of fringe work?
3) How have you clawed your way back from a period of burnout? It's pretty devastating to me right now...not to mention frightening. I allowed myself to become so consumed by my work that it feels like if I lose it...I'll lose my identity.
Thanks for letting me go on. Not sure if my desperation came across, but this is causing a great deal of heartache and I appreciate your advice and/or commiseration.
Cheers,
Maren