So its crunch time as we call it a PCCHS and the pressures on. I hope to relieve some of my stress form the job as best I can. Not only the show but also around the school is a team from the state to inspect and try to rebuild the school for better testing results and one of their inspections is "cleanliness" something not easy to have in a backstage theatre department. Its wearing me down fast cleaning and building and dealing with the cast and crew , they are great people but i feel like i have no control hardly like the other department heads are more or less taking over. I'm not supposed to be a dictator and I'm not but I feel I may be to easy to ignore..I was never very assertive but ...it stresses me about tension in the show I'm worried i don't do my job right as well i try but ..is it good enough ...anyone care to help me chill out some ? Ounce again I do apologize for my terrible grammar I'm not perfect but I'm trying my best.