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Employment / Thinking through a Bad Fit
« on: Sep 21, 2013, 11:58 pm »
Tomorrow I'll finish a show at a theater that I probably won't work for again. I imagine this thought is mutual. This is the first time that I worked for this company and it simply wasn't a good fit. There are ups and downs on both sides, but its the first time that I've been at a company where the culture of the theater was so vastly different from the attitude of my interview, the multiple conversations prior to me taking the job and the word of mouth I'd heard from past employees, all things I take pretty seriously when considering work for new places.
Not everything has been bad, and I keep circling back to the reasons I took the job and if they were in fact met - trying to clarify my expectations. We've talked in other posts about what we look for in jobs or seasons and what I've learned is that when I put the non-work related reasons into work decisions I find the job less satisfying because the satisfaction lies outside of the work. (That's a terribly awkward sentence, I apologize.)
For example - one of the strong points of this job was the schedule. 36 hours a week, 6 performances a week with Mondays and Tuesdays off and no weekday matinees/understudy rehearsals/reason to be at the theater before 6pm, etc. That sounded great because it lined up with the start of my teaching year so I could get students off to a clean start before moving onto more demanding shows later in the year. What it actually means is that I'm quite happy with the time I can put into school but not happy with the show because I didn't accept the work for what the show had to offer me. I liked the periphery which is great when I'm not at the theater but gives me a totally different attitude while I'm at work.
I'm still processing - and am enjoying closing weekend - and thought others here may have had similar experiences. One of the things I like about being freelance is that when relationships with theaters don't work out your contract already has an end date on it. There's no rancor or drama with this one, the relationship will eventually end on its own.
Not everything has been bad, and I keep circling back to the reasons I took the job and if they were in fact met - trying to clarify my expectations. We've talked in other posts about what we look for in jobs or seasons and what I've learned is that when I put the non-work related reasons into work decisions I find the job less satisfying because the satisfaction lies outside of the work. (That's a terribly awkward sentence, I apologize.)
For example - one of the strong points of this job was the schedule. 36 hours a week, 6 performances a week with Mondays and Tuesdays off and no weekday matinees/understudy rehearsals/reason to be at the theater before 6pm, etc. That sounded great because it lined up with the start of my teaching year so I could get students off to a clean start before moving onto more demanding shows later in the year. What it actually means is that I'm quite happy with the time I can put into school but not happy with the show because I didn't accept the work for what the show had to offer me. I liked the periphery which is great when I'm not at the theater but gives me a totally different attitude while I'm at work.
I'm still processing - and am enjoying closing weekend - and thought others here may have had similar experiences. One of the things I like about being freelance is that when relationships with theaters don't work out your contract already has an end date on it. There's no rancor or drama with this one, the relationship will eventually end on its own.