He answered me "When the audience applauds, that's still my work out there." I didn't understand him at the time, but as I started my MFA, the head of our department asked me to SM his Assassins. It was a big and challenging show, and I came to realize that my own sense of timing in calling cues was as much a part of the artistic integrity of the show as any of my acting performances had been. The words of Billy/Shawn came back to me, and a light went off in my head! I understood what he meant!
I like that. Its a nice way of putting it. I once had an actor come up to me in college at a cast part when i stage managed HAIR with a 21 person cast and he commented that he looked at me as more than just the stage manager but also as like the 22nd member of the cast. He went on to explain how he felt that a show cast through working together falls into one unit with a single heart beat that they all share and that when a song would end they would hold for that applause then right when that heart beat was saying to move on I would always have the lights coming up right with that same beat. And I remind myself of what he said to me from time to time as it lets me sit and hear that applause at the end of the show and realize as the stage manager how much i added to the show.
As a SM, I'm not the most hyper-organized guy around. But I can tech a show more efficiently than most, and I LOVE to call shows. My favorite place on earth is in my captains chair on "the bridge".
The director for the last show I SMed said something that has stuck with me and I forgot who said this to him before that and you're comment about not being the most hyper-organized guy around made me think of it.
"The best stage managers I have worked with were not good because they had a desire to be organized. They were good because they had a desire to know everything." and then he added "if they desired to be organized they woudl have become accountants."
When he said that it instantly clicked in my head how true it was, cause I know I'm not the most organized person out there (I mean my prompt books are pretty good and with each show i see them getting better but if you looked in my apartment well thats a whole other story.) I had to comment to the director then how i agree and that the organizing part just helps you quickly find the answers to everything.