i'm still in it right now.
i'm sorry about those who passed away. and i have put myself in her shoes. i can never decifer why she makes the decisions that she does. i know that she's a wonderful person except when she is involved in anything to do with drama/theatre.
she's used to the junior high school... where she could have her whole entire cast for every single rehearsal and everyone would just bring homework and she would block whatever she wanted and felt like because everyone was there for her disposal. a HUGE waste of time for everyone in a high school setting. High school students have jobs, cars, and lifes. she always expects everyone to drop everything, and easily get work off for two months... not easy at all.
she has actually wanted someone to assistant direct. she wanted someone to.... first of all, they didn't want to... second, she started telling them to do the things I usually do... (sort of like you, isha...) while i am on book or running errands that pertain to her classes, not the show and third, they had work and lives too. when they tried to direct, she got after her because of what she told them to do. i mean, while we're doing seven brides, the choreographer had to leave rehearsal early for a class, and this director started to add to his social dance choreography! he came back an hour later while they were practicing and he asked me what she was doing... in an 'i'm changing that asap' tone.
... thanks for listening... again.
thanks for the more advice. i'll try talking to her, again and the tech.
... the light designer was close to Syd. he says that the only thing keeping him here is Syd's picture in the drama hallway in her shakespeare hoodie, smiling. (sigh.) i miss her a lot.